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[Sep. 5th, 2006|11:42 pm] |
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hey man been like 2 weeks sorry about it i just have been really tierd and busy with soccer and younglife and now school is starting. its gonna be hard especially since ive been so tierd and beat.alots happened since last entry. ive done many things idk im pretty tierd right now though so ill tell u tommarow. later |
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| hey ya |
[Aug. 21st, 2006|11:52 pm] |
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today was alright really tiring two soccer practices.lol yea im pretty beat plus theres something wrong with my calf its really mest up and hurts bad. idk o well though cuz ill be seeing the trainer tommarow and maybe he can help.after soccer i went home chilled with chris and bubba we burnt cds on bubbaas computer.thne me and chris ate mighty and went to game crazy. after that me and john kress told codys mom what spikes we wanted so she could order them. after that me chris and john went to ives pond to chill with leah and some others it was really nice seeing leah i missed her soooooo much. then after that i went home and here i am. tommarow i go on vacation to alligheny state park lol i think spelled that wrong whatever. b ut ill be there till thursday sooo ill miss u all. and thatas about it pretty much.
verse of the day
Psalms 10:12-15
Break the arm of the wicked evildoer,
Seek out his wickedness until you find none.
lol i just really like this one cause it sounds mean and kinda comes on strong and stuffs. |
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| yesterday, day of the metal |
[Aug. 20th, 2006|11:54 am] |
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yesterday was really really sweet i ended up going to the buffalo hardcore metal fest at xtreme wheels it was amazing 7 hours long to so it took my whole day up pretty much but whatever if i didnt go i would have been on my computer probally anyways. there was aotta good bands like salt the wound, line dance massacer, from this day rhinocerous, to this, day and if hope dies. so it was worth it. also i got to see an old friend, my friend drew shes pretty sweet at first i didnt recognize her, and she was just like staring at me alot and im like y is that girl staring at me sooo mch when her boyfriend is right next to her hes gonna like wanna beat me up.lol. then she came up to me and was like i know u im like ummm sweet. lol. it was funny but i felt like an ass so i was like what school do u go to shes like west shes said whats your name i was like sean shes was like ooo you know lacy and i was like o yea hahaha then shes like yea i remember u went out with *&$#% right and i was like ehhh yea.lol. yea but shes was doing good and still kool. but after the show was bowling it was ok idk was kinda board cause i was ike starving and miserable and tierd.then after we went to ryans me and craig stayed up and read a little and talked then i hit that bed and just past out. i was so tierd.
verse of the day was
Probverbs 1:7
The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge; Fools despise wisdom and instruction. |
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| today was sooooo boaring |
[Aug. 19th, 2006|01:01 am] |
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today was sooo boaring i sat inside alll day the only time i stepped outside was to go to my moms car other then that nothign. i babysat my sisters wtch was alright not to bad we played uno and watched tv. after they went to sleep i hung out with brynn craig and john kress we sat at my house and fell asleep together pretty much. we played soe video games but not that much.im soo tierd i just woke up lol everyone else is not have the power or motivation to move so were just sittin here wanting to do somethign but we never will do anything. o man.
goodnight
verse of the day
jude 20
but you, dear friends, build yourselves up in your most holy faith and pray in the holy spirit. |
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[Aug. 18th, 2006|12:04 am] |
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today was ok it was pretty good had practice at 10:30 witch was fun we scrimmaged the girls we killed it. then i went t my sisters lil party for a while.it was really really boaring i slept through it pretty much. then after that i came back home burned some cds with bubba it was fun, after bubba left me and john k went to dicks to pick him up some stuff he needed for soccer like a bal and some socks. then rightt from there we plyed soccer with craig nick mic marco ,carmen jamie lance brynn and justin were also ther just chillin it was pretty fun. a good lil short work out.i cant wait tillt he season starts so i can get in good shape again and have some fun chillin with the team. ehh i hope tommarow somethign sweet happens cause today was kinda boaring idk just nothing monumental i guess.
"When we pray, we aren't praying that He will decide to help us. He has already decided to help us. We are praying so that our hearts will change.
with that said the verse of the day is
colossians 4:2
Don't be weary in prayer; keep at it; watch for God's answers, and remember to be thankful when they come.
this is important because without a strong balance of prayer and also reading it is hard to maintain the status of your faith and also improve in your faith so both are must haves. ways to maintain prayer is by doing it regulary at the same times each day such as breakfest lunch dinner and before sleep. goodnight |
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| today was good and chads b day |
[Aug. 17th, 2006|01:17 am] |
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| | the devil wears prada- modeify the prenounciation | ] |
today was pretty good besides the fact i slept until 3:30 i thought that was pretty profound(did i use that correctly). i didnt like it lol. well i woke up then went to my grandmas witch wasnt that sweet cause i had to listen to tons ofpeople fight but then we put onold family videos and laughed it was sweet and cute. then i left to go to the wildlife meeting and for campaghners, i missed chads b-day family party witch stinks wish i could have been there for him but o well i had things to do with god ,plus he should know that i love him anyways and i dont have to be at a dumb party to show it cuz hes amazing.but anyways the campaghners and wild life meeting were good we had some grand island guests witch was awesome i love grand island kids there so awesome visitors are always welcome.then after me jordan chad and the gi kids went to mighty witch was alright there was almost a fight outside too fights are stupid and bad im glad it didnt happen thank god, mr. malonich was there to save the day. after that gi boys left and me and jordan and chad went to bao and met up with our campaghners people and chilled for a lil then we moved to jordans house and played clue lol. it was fun we also read a lil and talked about like college and some things.and here i am now talkign to molly like the only other online lol.she kool though so its all good. yea today i did alotta sweet stuff as far as with my readings. read so much good stuff lol it kinds stinks picking one verse everyday when i read soooo many tha could easily be a verse of the day there like all winners alota tims lol guess it makes sense though cause its the word of the lord. lol\
verse of the day
James 1:22-25
Do not merely listen to the word, and so decieve yourselves. Do what it says. Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it ,he will be blessed in what he dose
this to me kinda reminds me of the man who who built his house on the rock and the other who built on the sand its kinda the same concept two really good verses anyways so the point is take in the word go over it a few times remember it and and put it to good use or u are the man who forgets what he looks like or the guy that builds his house on the sand. the other story about the house built on rock and the other on sand is MATTHEW 7:24-27 and thats about al for today goodnight. |
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| yesterday |
[Aug. 16th, 2006|09:42 am] |
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omg wow yesterday was sooo sweet. it was awesome . i woke at 7:30 to go to my last day of summer school that wasnt too bad, thanks god its finally over.so i went home and went back to sleep and i mnaged to sleep up till 1:30 when jordan woke me up, im glad i got to the phone cause it was him wanting to do something. so we went to grand island and chilled with chris all day pretty much. chris bidells sweet. first me him and jordan went to play putt putt at adventure landing it was awesome so much fun i lost to chris by 1 stroke but its ok cause we still gotta do the middle course its all up to that last one.then after that we went to mighty lol that was sooo funny they got tocos of course and i made ramen noddles lol. they were soooo good a man i like wanna go back there and make more or something.lol then after that we went to campaghners an hour early so we sat on wes back porch and checked out the ecosystem that was starting in his little mini pool lol.we cought bugs and put them into the system and watched some of them die.its funny looking at like life from the outside.then we had campaghners.it was really really good i liked it alot got to here a verse everyone really liked it was kool herd alotta verses i hadnt herd in a while coppied them down and stuff so i will remeber them.PLUS!!!!!!!!!!PLUS I GOT TO SEE JACKIE ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.lol it was really nice seeing her cause i hadnt seen her in soooo long so that was kool. i got a huge hug :)lol. then like me chris luke michelle a christin wes jordan of course and billicka and all these people went to the FUN ZONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES. lol it was ok played golf and stuff witch was really kool.
then after that me chris jordan mikki and issy went out to eat it was amazing. we made a bet that the wator there name was chris and and not craig and the guys were right.haha we are victorious. then we met TJ a man that would change all our lives forever, lol no just joking he was sweet though he we kinda weired him out a lil it was funny made him laugh alot though too witch is good i love making people laugh, we left him a few numbers i wonder if he will call any of us that would be funny. idk im sure we wil see him again i have a good feeling about it.it would be sweet.then after that i was just sooo beat witch is y im writing this right now and not last night i past out lol hardcore like died lol.so thatas it for yesterday intresting day really
and the verse of the day was
Mark 7:4-6
How can you say to your brother, "Let me take the speck out of your eye," when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? You hypocrite first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye. |
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| today |
[Aug. 15th, 2006|02:30 am] |
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well today was pretty good i started off really bad but ended up to be really sweet
first off i skipped summer school witch i really didnt want to do but i was so beat that i kinda just had too. i couldnt get up i had no will to at all. then ontop of that my mom wouldnt give me a ride to soccer practice so i didnt do that either and pretty much i wasted away up until like 5:30 when jordan saved me. thanks jordan
then me and him went to get kyle and went to julies house
that was fun. i hadnt seen here in a while so it was sweet. we played games and stuff. then she made us food cause we were all hungry and that was really sweet it was good too i was impressed with her cooking skills lol.then from there we went back to my house and there doug came over then meagen and courtney came over witch was sweet i hadnt seen doug or courtney in a while soo that was sweet too i love catching up with people and stuff its fun.julie got boarand did some stuff to my myspace. thanks for that. then i went to jordans and me and him chilled and had alotta nice talks read some verses and the bible alotta stuff like that.it was weird jordan was talking to chris bidell and all three of us without plan whad read like the same things it was sooo weird and stuff. like i was like jordan i just read about moses and all this stuff and jordan had something that i ad read up on the computer screen it was creepy. then me and jordan went for a walk and talked about the future alot cause like hes going to college and stuff and hes pretty excited about it it seems and we talked about wildlife and a bunch of great stuff so that pretty much made my night. i love reading and god. its a hott topic lol. GO GOD
and the verse of the day is
Mark 12:29-32
it starts "THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE" , the title is the greatest commandment this is what everyone should live by if the capital letters up there witch are right from the verse dont tell ya i dont knwo what more u want. but anyways here is the law its referred to as the law of love.
Love your Lord your god with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mindand with all your strength. The second is this: Love your neighbor as yourself. There is no greater commandment then these
that is word for word, word for word. live it |
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| chads b day party day |
[Aug. 14th, 2006|12:40 am] |
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today i woke up went to church of course. i wen to saint francis for the first time in lie forever idk i wanted to see how the church was doign like attendence wise and such and who was still going.it wasnt bad it was ok the new priest was alright.after that i hung out with jordan an played some guitar hero then went to chads b day party. the party was pretty fun not bad at all/ there was tons of people and soooo much good food. yea im also the bache ball champion o yeah.lol then after that we kinda just sat around. later after the party me craig justin and cody hung out and played soem video games and talked. we decided to have an all guy night idk it was fun kina nice without the girls and drama more relaxing. then i rode home and now im just sittin here talking to jackie and some peoples just chillin.
verse of the day ta da
Galatians 6:9
Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. |
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| humm kinda boaring |
[Aug. 12th, 2006|11:23 pm] |
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todya was nothing special watch some movies with my parents and stuff. then hung wiht vinney chad and kyle.we did nothing walked around town for a while. i got to see amber though witch is kinda sweet shes been around more latly like the old days witch is sweet.humm i kinda wanna do something now but like everyone is busy and i still gotta read and stuff. I took a break and just got done looking at the stars with my mom and i only saw two shooting stars or whatever its called, o well at last i saw some. tommarows chads b day party cant wait. i hope alotta people go. well church is at 11 for me tommrow cause im going to saint francis.idk i decided to go there this week to see some people in my parish i havent seen in a while. goodnight.
Isaiah 41:13kjv
For the lord thy god will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, fear not; I will help thee.
remember god is always there to help u he will always be there. theres nothign u cant make it through keep hope high dont get discourge dont give up on hope. |
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| yea i forgot to put the verse chapter |
[Aug. 12th, 2006|11:00 am] |
Romans 6:18
And now u are free from your old master, sin;
and now you have become a slave to your new master,
righteousness. |
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| yesterday, i was way to tierd to write last night i even fell asleep in the car |
[Aug. 12th, 2006|10:18 am] |
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so yea yesterday was pretty good i hung out with jordan like right after summer school we played some video games and stuff.then me justin craig and brynn went to the mall it was ok got a lotta free food samples me and craig went and got everyone they had out lol idk craig got a soccer bag brynn got a dress and just got his prices for the i pod hes been wanting so we got those things done left. then jhustin went to coach football with his dad, and me brynn and craig went to go see sailing to rome.they were soooooo goood man like i didnt exspect them to actually be like heavy it was weird seein my bro chris in a band like that cause he really has never been in that type of stuff.i wass so used to seeing already famouse. yea but there good and im prod of all my buddies in the band and good luck to them.after that we went to a fire at kellies house and from there i was so tierd and me and jordan went to take home some of the girls and i passed out, i was soooo tierd it was only 12 too idk y i was. probally the summer school taking toll on my body its hard to wake up at 7 everyday then go to sleep at like 2 cause u wanna hang out with your friends.
and now for te verse of the day. drumroll please...................................................................................................................................
o this is a good one
And now u are free from your old master, sin;
and now you have become a slave to your new master,
righteousness.
this very to me is amazing cause not to long ago i was sinning very much doing wrong things and just not doing to well. but now i stand as a new person and am doing much better then i was i am on track and were i want to be with my life and that is surving god. |
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| the beach |
[Aug. 10th, 2006|11:44 pm] |
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today i spent most of the day up at crsytal beach just visiting some friends. it was alotta fun cause the beach is just soooo relaxing and peaceful. i really got some good reading in too witch was cool. then after the beach i came back to own and went to mighty and saw som good people and also some faces i hadnt seen in a while too. it was nice t see everyone and kinda catch up and stuff. im waiting right now for jordan too bring me the stuff i left in his car lol im lucky hes nice enough to actually bring it to me. i cant wait to get it soo i can read some more before i have to go to bed so i can wake up for school tommarow morning. lol i think ive decided one thing everynight befoe i go to sleep im gonna put a verse i really like or can relate to at the time up at the end of my post. i think that would be very cool that way i could also go back and see them whenever i want. lol im happy i thought of this now. y didnt i think of it before.
humm i guess ill start out with one of my favorite quotes from a dear man i love named Rick
"God will never give you something he didnt think you couldnt handle." |
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| lol wow |
[Aug. 10th, 2006|10:16 am] |
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i was just reading my old entries and i was really a really dumb and so i was so depressed, i thought i was so tuff and hard too. i swore so much, i was so not kool, lol thats actually when i had friends too. hummm lol.i hope im never like that again, assuming my maturity level wont go down i don think itll happen. thank god.
AHHHHHH its mikes b day and were going to the mall, SHAWNS FINALLY GONNA BET THE NEW BURY YOUR DEAD CD |
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| been a while im a new man |
[Aug. 10th, 2006|12:54 am] |
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wow been sooo long since i worte in this yea but anyways. im not the old shawn anymore im new shawn. last time i wrote was last october and i was all mest up and stuffs i was drinking alot and my gf had just broken up with me and stuff so i was kinda really of the path. now im where i should be im thinking about god soooo much more cause myy faith is whats realy important. ive quit the drinking and smoking. im done with that stuff it was soooo dumb and a waste of time idk i was weak and pathetic, now im strong. i needed beer and like to smoke to make myself happy thats so dumb i hope i never go back to that.idk i dont think ill eve be that way again.im so in the right direction.i went to camp as usuall and i am also going to be attending a adult weekend hopefully and ill be going to the leader weekend cause i plan to be a wildlife leader.omg i cant wait im soooo excited i have been looking forward to something like this for a very very long time. ive always wanted to be a leader of some sort, itll keep me really in touch with my faith plus i think i can give alot to the kids and maybe gain a close bond with a really kool kid and help him out alott. its going to be soo amazing. i like what im sweeing in my future. also im starting to gain my friends back witch is awesome cause i love them soo much and some of then wouldnt even talk to me because i was doig the wrong things.idk i guess i understand there reasoning but it dosent matter anymore thats behind me and now i have most of them back.as far as a love life. i dont really have one witch is totally ok with me cause idk a girlfriend is really not somethign i need right now, i kinda think it would actually get in the way a lil unless they were like perfect ya into there faith alot and stuff. i really think that both people in a relation ship should be the same like for example im religous so i want a religous girl that way we can both help eachother and grow in our faith together.a relationship though at this age were another women helps me grow in my dosent look relavent i just dont see it happening so yea. idk maybe i want to much of a seriouse mature relationship. ehhh well it was increadible writing in u lj but i gtg its mikes b day tommarow so i gotta get some rest so i can chill and have tons of fun |
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[Oct. 4th, 2005|11:12 pm] |
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hey whats goin on its been so fuckin long lol wow.so yea im still me im doing ok i guess nothing to new tommarow is the first club this year i cant wait im pretty excited well im gonna get goin-shawn |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|09:33 pm] |
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boaring last day of school nothing exciting happened today.nothing really change here, ihave cut down on drinking and smoking a lot stil no gf thats ok i guess. i wish i had one but i can live without i guess.english exam tommarow.damn at 12:30 too ahh y in the middle of the day, o well at least i can sleep for once.that should be nice. or will i sleep?
I Miss u |
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[May. 30th, 2005|11:07 pm] |
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omg i am having some major problems here lol just relized that i really dont have any good qualities and that anyone i see on a daily bassis should like run away from me.and that if ur a girl that just isnt my friend u should go kill yourself cause your cause me shit. The past 11 days ive drank 7 times yea im fuckin kool arent i.so yea thats kinda like an alcohol problem. and as a result of drinking ive been doing some dumb shit like hooking up with people wich isnt helping me find what im looking for at al cause how am i supposed to find someone i like if i keep this shit up im a fucking drunkin loser hoe.And then like when i do like someone i sit here and get mest around with to like the point where i just wanna cry. it seems either way i go i lose all i know is i gotta get away from the alcohol and from like anything that isnt a seriouse relationship i gotta get myself together and clean up a lot
i hurt so much though i wish she would just understand that what she dose kills so bad lol i just cant do this this is terrible.im screwed.i think i love her.lol this agian wow i think im repeating myself lol this is pathetic |
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[May. 24th, 2005|11:15 am] |
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OMG what a night lol i dont know why im even writing in this but whatever im in the mood for some reason but anyways humm last night me craig and justin went over to my grandmas who is away in flordia and had a lil fun ,lol no i lied alot of fun.its so funny to cause this is the third time since shes been gone and i haven't got caught well yet at least,no i dont think im gonna press my luck any longer. well anyways ive been alright i guess i dont know really lol im depressed agian but what can u do i cant do anything about my probalems so idk im not gonna sit her and fuckin wine about it like a lil bitch ill get over it. i wish i could do something though and if i had the strength i would do it but i dont i cant. humm thank god i didnt have to go to that gay assembally it was nice to just chill with the guys.
humm im kinda confused should i take a chance with someone with the possibility of getting hurt and for what something that wont last humm i need advice so i can make a decision
replaced but not forgotten |
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[Apr. 29th, 2005|08:52 pm] |
hey i hate this thing which would be y i dont wright anymore i kinda think its gayand i just dont have the time for it anymor,with this being said im not writing anymore probally ill just comment on peoples when i feel the need
goodbye,it was great while it lasted |
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